I’ve been feeling really yucky lately. I should feel pretty good. Everything is going fairly well. I’ve been having anxiety attacks though. I might just be adjusting to all the things I have going on in my life, work and personal.
Today I was fighting with a cartoon block and a deadline. I had personal issues running through the back of my mind. I also really miss my best friend. I was frazzled and lonely.
After some struggling, I made my deadline.
But the other stuff was still bothering me. Plus I knew that there would be more deadlines to come. I just wasn’t feeling very strong. I felt down on myself, like I wasn’t doing my best.
An awesome part of being an artist is that when you aren’t feeling strong or beautiful, at least you can attempt to create something strong and beautiful.